5th day.

I couldnt sleep last night, again. I asked him out just now.
And he was like,'' You no friends meh?''
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Omgod. How dumb.
And I finally realized that its a stupid thing
to hang on this. I mean. I dont deserve this at all.
I'm gonna eat well, sleep well and have all the fun I could get.
I'm not giving up on the fifth day.
But its the fifth day of the fourth month.
Yes. Fifth day of the fourth month.
I'm finally sober, finally.
I should enjoy this very jolly Christmas.
In fact, I should really start doing Christmas shopping already.
This is a good start, I hope.