I shall say goodbye.

If it was for last time, I'd be laughing my ass off with them people, crapping away for hours without realising the time right now.

Okay, I shall stop reminiscing. I tend to think that things would go back to how it used to be if I gave it some time but I don't look at it in that way anymore because it was just a phrase of life that I had to go through and the phrase would end eventually; it did. I've been trying really hard to improve the ways I handle things to satisfy everyone but it seems that no one would actually stop and take notice. I know I have my flaws, everyone does.

Right now, I really have nowhere to turn to.

I don't even feel resented anymore because I think I've finally achieved the stage where you're at, U-Guan.
I don't care anymore. It actually feels pretty good being alone or perphaps I've already gotten used to it. I don't have care so much about what they do, what they say or why aren't I there and I dont wanna be there because it makes me feel like some trash sitting there waiting for the truck to collect me.

No, I'm not in a state of depression lol. Once again, I'm alone at home doing NOTHING and my phone hasn't been ringing for awhile now. I've never felt so peaceful before. Haha. Btw, I can't get my ears off Michael Buble's Grown Up Christmas List. Its so beautiful. =)

Signing off.