Its never gonna be fair to the both of us

What has this turned into. Who would've thought that things would turn this bad, this ugly. This hurts the both of us, so bad. The pain is excrutiating, no? I doubt there's a solution to it. You should probably just pick one of your many options. I've had enough of this shit, getting mad and vulnerable, feeling insecure every single day without fail. The thought of you being so sociable around them petrfies me. We're both so fragile, so soft and we still keep doing things that hurt us both. Sorry is the only word that is often said and your face is projected in my head every minute od the day.

Maybe, this could be our first mistake.