Its 4am right now and i just finished doing my math revision. I started at 8 and just imagine how many hours I've spent on this stupid subject. My paper is in approximately 5 hours and I have to wake up at 7ish. I'm only left with like, 3 hours to sleep. I'm giving up on this damn subject man, I'm never good with numbers. By the way, I've been eating instant noodles as my dinner for 3 consecutive days and staying up till dawn almost everyday. Yeah, thats how depressing my life is right now. Just 2 more days and 2 more papers. I'll try my best to stay alive.

Finally heading to bed now, wish me luck. 

And before I do, here's another picture of me with braces. Just cant get enough of it :p

Goodnight!

Love,

J

96 hours

My first and second paper started today. Both papers were okay, not too easy and not too tough. Fair enough. 3 more days/papers to go. I really really cant wait to go home, I miss home so much and I'm actually counting down to Thursday. Cant wait to see my mum, my cat, my room and Ipoh! I just have to survive these 3 long days of pure agony, ugh. Anyways, my mood has been better but I think I'm having a bad luck or something, sort of? & this is because of two incidents. First, I was starving last night, as usual, couldnt resist myself from eating so I decided to grap cup noodles. I took one, opened it and there was one packet of seasoning, thats what I thought. After waiting for it to cook, I took my first bite and crap, it was tasteless! Then I realised, there were supposed to be TWO packets of seasoning. I finished it anyway pfftt. The second one happened just about 2 hours ago. I grabbed a cup of yogurt from the fridge and when I opened it, it looked more watery than usual but it didnt taste bad at all. And when I was eating it, I realised there were no fruits inside. WHY ARE ALL THE FOOD DOING THIS TO ME, seriously. And again, I finished it as well. I am gonna feast myself out when my exam's done. I am going to budge in my couch, watch back-to-back season of HIMYM and eat all the food that I can find at home. Hehe.

Found an application on installous and downloaded it right away. Its quite fun to play with haha. 

TADAAAA, BRACEFACE!

I personally think I look pretty cute with braces :p

Love,
J

; done

The past whole week has been really rough for me. I quarantined myself at home to do my revision for my final examination that will be starting from tomorrow onwards. I've been staying up till dawn, everyday. Did alot of unecessary thinking and crying. I'm starting to think that maybe I really do have a problem. Maybe I havent done enough, maybe I'm just not likeable, maybe I'm not a people person, hence, everyone's leaving me one by one. I dont know what friends are for anymore. As much as it hurts, I still have to go on with my life. I cared too much. I should probably just stop caring and try to be okay with everything that's going on around me. This feeling sucks, really. I want to stop feeling like that. I want to stop feeling.