Tuesday

I am exhausted, with work. & I realised I'm never full, no matter how much I eat which means I'm hungry 24/7. That, is not a good thing. I only consume like one meal a day, a substantial one, not including other junks and titbits. Shiz I have to , must cut down on my diet. For real this time. I've to resist myself from the mouthwatering delicacies. Anyways, other than serving the customers and doing my part of the job, I spend most on my time sitting, daydreaming away and this is where I came to a realisation that; I miss my friends. There have been alot of issues going on before this, complicated much, yes but still, they were part of my life before everyone left to lead their own lives. All of us are scattered around different places now. We had such great memories, such great times together and I will never forget any part of it. The good or the bad. We've been through alot together and no matter what, the memories will not fade away just like that. Some of us might not even be friends right now but I guess time will heal? I hope it will. What happened, happened and nothing can be turned back, nothing can be changed. I'm sorry, for things that I've done wrong, for the words hurtfully spoken and actions that disappointed you guys. I'm truly sorry and thank you for leading me to the right away, all of you. So yeah, I love you guys. To any of you who is reading this, I hope you're coping well with whatever that you're doing and give me a buzz, for updates or so. Its been too long.

With love,

J